On some days, I get moments when I wonder what I have been up to in my life up to now. I have no marketable skills, and even though I may appear good on paper to some people, I really have nothing to show for it and it is really only an appearance. I wonder if it’s possible for me to get back to work, find someone who is willing to hire me, and get back some confidence, learn some new things etc, you know, get a life, and feel useful . . .
